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Post by squirrel on Dec 11, 2010 5:29:19 GMT -5
Maybe she wasn't ready for this type of conversation, he figured to himself and just shrugged it off. A young soul never really wanted to accept things that they needed to but he would be hinting at it, to get her to understand her true nature. He himself could see what she truly needed to do because he had been there before. "Well I guess that my advice was given without want, sorry that I over stepped" he said and turned around walking back inside. He didn't know why he felt this small connection with her but he knew that he had over stepped the boundary by a lot and needed to quickly retract himself from the situation. He quietly walked back over to the fire and sat down next to Trista. He wrapped himself in his blanket again and then rubbed the top of Trista's head. He wanted nothing more then to make Trista safe again...his little sister in his mind.
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Post by shazzy on Dec 11, 2010 5:48:38 GMT -5
Devine watched Zeke struggling to put together all her human emotions. Tilting her head her yellow eyes watched him. " Over stepped?" Blinking her eyes somewhat confused she recalled the meaning of the word. " No, I am still treating you as an enemy, If Anders trust you then so will I." Giving up any form of hostility she gazed back up at the stars. " perhaps it's different perhaps for you and I, truly I did not know what I was till.. Recently." Shoulders hunched she cleared the memory out of her mind. " I thought I was like my pack, I had a purpose now it has changed."
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Post by squirrel on Dec 12, 2010 23:41:47 GMT -5
Zeke looked to Devine, he could understand where she was coming from because he wasn't sure if he could truly write her and Anders off as enemy's but he wouldn't tell her that right now. He gave her a small nod "I understand where you are coming from and I don't blame you for thinking that" he said and placed his hand back in his lap. The fire was burning well and was keeping the cave nice and warm. "As long as you have a purpose that's all that matters...right?" He didn't really know the answer himself, he was still figuring things out for himself. Being this odd and power as they were it was hard to know the right answers or how to act at times.
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Post by shazzy on Dec 13, 2010 2:09:32 GMT -5
Devine let her gaze flick back towards the sky the stars oddly calming to gaze out. "Perhaps." She spoke softly. Taking a step she glanced briefly at Zeke. " Don't tell Anders." He didn't need to know of her midnight strolls. Faltering at the cave entrance she glanced back at Zeke meeting his gaze. " My purpose as a sentile, or the purpose I want?" It was a rhetorical question, he couldn't answer it any more then she could. With almost a sigh she stepped out of the cave into the rain.
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Post by squirrel on Dec 13, 2010 2:18:08 GMT -5
He let the discussion go seeing as how she didn't even know but Zeke shifted quickly as he saw her take another step away from the cave. He didn't like the thought of her going any further then what she was but she wasn't his to protect. Zeke had to force himself to sit back down against the cave wall. He took a deep breath and looked at her "Is that such a good idea Devine? You are healing yourself and I can't go with you to make sure you are safe. I have to stay here with Trista" he said softly trying to stress the fact that he couldn't protect her is she needed it.
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Post by shazzy on Dec 13, 2010 2:44:00 GMT -5
Devine closed her eyes the cool rain splashing across her face that was freedom. She'd almost forgotten Zeke existed, then again perhaps it was just wishful thinking. Upset she turned to look at him once more her human emotions confusing her, why suddenly did she feel like she could crawl into a ball and cry. With a distressed look she gazed at the cave she didn't like it, she didn't want to be in there yet his words made sense. " I..." I what, what did she want. The rain soaking her clothes made her shiver slightly. With a childlike expression she sat down at the entrance of the cave looking very much like she could cry, if only she knew what that was. "i'll stay." Discussion over as she turned her back still sitting in the rain.
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Post by squirrel on Dec 13, 2010 3:00:05 GMT -5
Zeke took a breath when she didn't move any further and then he looked back to Trista. He was getting a feeling from Devine that she wanted to be alone but something else was telling him that he needed to go over there and give her a hug. He resisted that urge to get up and walk over to her. He kept his thoughts on Trista for the moment but he couldn't help but look at Devine sitting there in the rain. He rolled his eyes and got to his feet with his blanket in hand. He slowly walked up to her making sure that his footsteps weren't that loud and stopped behind Devine. He draped his blanket over her shoulders just for a little more warmth for her and then he crossed his legs and sat next to her. "It's called sorrow...where you feel like you just want to let out a scream or a whimper. Salt tears come from your eyes that are called tears, the humans call it crying. Some people cry to make themselves feel better." Zeke told her with out looking at her. He just looked out at the darkened forest just imagining what was out there lurking.
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Post by shazzy on Dec 13, 2010 3:18:44 GMT -5
Devine whipped her head up startled when the material made contact with her skin. Faltering, deciding not to push away the blanket she pulled it around her body. It was most pathetic how she still acted scitish over the smallest things. " Thankyou." Not making eye contact with him as Zeke sat down she continued staring out at the forest. " Sorrow." She said softly trying the word out as stray tears slid down her cheek " And, crying makes this feeling go away?"
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Post by squirrel on Dec 13, 2010 3:25:36 GMT -5
She was a fresh start, a new born with no guidance and Zeke wasn't sure if he wanted to be the one to guide her but he took a deep breath and would help if she accepted it. "It does" he simple said cause that's what he had heard. He had cried maybe once in his life cause he saw no point in crying cause he had other emotions to worry about. "What are you feeling so bad about?" He finally asked cause he knew that girls like to talk about those things and he could tell that she had never had a conversation like this with Anders. Probably cause she was too close to him and didn't want to worry him with things like this. Zeke took a side glance at her cause he knew that he had opened a can of worms but oddly he was ok with that.
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Post by shazzy on Dec 13, 2010 3:47:14 GMT -5
Devine focused on the tears rolling down her face the sensation of the fresh tears strangely foreign to her skin. " How does one stop it?" She was hopeless, she lacked every basic thing that made one human. Pressing her palms together she stopped short needing to think. What was she worried about, Fury but did she tell Zeke that. Perhaps it was easier to just admitt her fears. Startled she discovered the tears were flowing more freely, did that happen when ones sorrows made them feel so terribly.
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Post by squirrel on Dec 13, 2010 3:56:16 GMT -5
He was at a lose now, he didn't know an answer to that cause when he had cried he was young and he kind of just stopped. Realizing that he needed to get a hold of himself and get his revenge. That's what had been running him this whole time, revenge for those that did him wrong, that excluded him, that taunted him but for her. What did she have that would help her move forward. "Your body should stop itself when you have have worked through what you need to...um..." he couldn't believe that he was going to devulge this to her "I cried once..." he started and looked up to the sky, a little distant now "only once and how I stopped...I realized that there were things that I needed to take care of for myself to be ok again" he said taking a breath and shook his head a little to bring himself out of a daze and then cleared his throat.
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Post by shazzy on Dec 13, 2010 4:16:24 GMT -5
All these emotions, feelings she'd let build up so as to not worry Anders were really taking their toll on her now. " I can't be okay though, I'm different I'll never get what I want." Sniffling gazed down at her hand. " Have you ever seen wolf markings." Turning the palm over she gazed at her hand in disgust. " This line..." She spoke softly, well it was easy enough to guess every were had a similar markings for the mated. " Means I'm promised to someone." Clenching her hand into a small fist her body shook in anger. " The other marks me as a traitor, no wolf pack will trust me."
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Post by squirrel on Dec 13, 2010 4:30:15 GMT -5
Zeke listened to her and begun to realize how far this went and he couldn't believe that Trista and him were now wrapped up in this. He took a breath and looked at her and then down at her palm. He shifted his eyes before she caught him staring too long and looked down at his own palm as he traced a finger along the own markings on his hand. Then he quickly clenched his palm tight and placed it to his side. "Well that's one part of you and it's something that you have to work through. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel...well as Trista tells me" he said and cleared his throat trying to get the image of her marking and his marking out of his head. A little notion nagged at him between his marking and Devine's.
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Post by shazzy on Dec 13, 2010 4:40:18 GMT -5
Devine released a bitter laugh, " I am a wolf yet no wolf will have me." Fury had been adamant on that fact, if he couldn't have her then no wolf would. Moving her palm away from his view she closed her hand. " The life of a sentile is lonely it seems." It was also short lived if the sentile was weak, like her. Turning back to Zeke she gave him a tiny smile. " The tears, they stopped."
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Post by squirrel on Dec 13, 2010 5:01:33 GMT -5
He looked at her, there was no way that no one would have her. She was clearly a prize no matter the problems that she had. He sighed heavily and looked away from her "you have Anders" he kept trying to reason with himself that she was Anders, that they were for each other and he had Trista. But something kept telling him that he had bigger things planned for him. He turned to her with a small smile "See, there you go" he said wondering what was going through her mind, he knew there was so much more to any discussion that two people have.
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