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Post by squirrel on Aug 12, 2010 0:23:57 GMT -5
She picked up her books and looked at Joan "Hi" she said in a soft voice and slowly walked up to the teachers desk and placed it with the others. "No lunch no money today. I was in a bit of a rush this morning" She told him walking down the hall to her locker, for once there weren't any girls standing in front of her locker. She placed her books in there and closed it. "I think the hall would be best that way it's easier to get to my next class"
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Post by vamperious on Aug 12, 2010 0:51:17 GMT -5
Smiling, he told he to wait a moment, then he took a small run down the hall to his locker and got out his lunch as well as the extra one he had packed. He loved cooking, and he was secretly glad she didn't being money for food. Walking back he handed the extra one to her," Here you are-I figured since you didn't have one and you didn't have one the other day-I took the liberty of making you one." He smiled at her as he took a seat across the hall from the lockers on a blank wall. He patted the spot next to him- offering to help her with her bag as well. "It has some chips, a bottle of water, some fruit snacks-because they are yummy, some poky, and some sweet bread, as well as some carrot sticks. It thought it was well balanced." He said with a laugh as he opened his to his usual peanut butter and jelly sandwich and a cola.
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Post by squirrel on Aug 12, 2010 1:02:13 GMT -5
She blinked a couple of times when he handed her a lunch, that was really helpful and he was really sweet. She didn't really know what to say. She gave him a smile and walked over to him and sat down next to him. She opened the box up to look at the food. It all sounded good and she didn't know where she should start so she just opened the bag of chip and started eating a few chips "Thank you" She told him softly and focused on her food.
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Post by vamperious on Aug 12, 2010 1:15:42 GMT -5
Nodding as he reached for his cola he smiled, "Your welcome- I hoped I could be helpful and nice unlike someone-"he cut himself off and took another hasty bit of food to cover the cut off sentence. After a few moments of silence he felt awkward again-then taking a breath be started to say something else under his breath-more to himself but it was unintelligible to anyone else. "....hurting-mothers' smile-kill-hate-why....."At that moment he sounded like he was crazy but he never usually voiced any of his thoughts out loud-not for years. But he didn't know that he had even said anything, he thought it was all in his head. Suddenly he looked up at her," Did you say something?" He looked slightly surprised like he had missed something important or confused in a way.
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Post by squirrel on Aug 12, 2010 1:38:39 GMT -5
Adrian was minding her own business when she heard him say something but it didn't make any sense to her but she just focused on her food and kept eating. Her stomach was happy now that she had some food to satisfy it. "No. I didn't say anything" she looked at him a little confused. "Um...is there anything wrong?" She asked in a soft tone trying to figure him out. She wondered what happened to him to make him so antisocial like her. She knew her story but what was his.
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Post by vamperious on Aug 12, 2010 1:55:38 GMT -5
He looked a bit out of it," No-no nothing at all- I-I-I don't know what your talking about I am not wearing a bat on my head!" He almost yelled in a slightly higher voice-he looked like he was scared of something then he kinda of passed out on her. In his mind he was experiencing a flash back of his time in the institution. 'No! Please no more! It hurts..*sobs* I'm sorry! I'll behave I promise please! no more...*continues to sob-he just wanted to go home-home to his family to his room, where he could be alone-but he also wanted his mother comfort him, to sooth him but they kept saying she wasn't coming back-he didn't understand-of course she was coming back-she had too-he needed her still...' He was out cold to every one around-like he had passed out but very few people know him well enough to understand him-besides calling him crazy and leaving him to his own demise. People didn't like unusual-they pushed it away-rejected it-and since he was brought back into school be was rejected for the most part. He didn't want to scare his new friend but he couldn't control when he had flashbacks when trigger words or something that triggers then sets him off-he only wished they wouldn't send him back there...he only knew paint here-it was evil-he was in a pile of despair with only himself to keep him company in the darkness of his mind.
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Post by squirrel on Aug 12, 2010 2:10:03 GMT -5
She jumped slightly and moved away from him trying to figure out what was going on. She didn't know what to do at that moment. She watched him pass out and then she looked around, no one was in the halls except her. She took a deep breath and placed a hand on his shoulder "Joan?" She shook him a little bit trying to get him to wake up that was all she could think to do "Joan, wake up...Joan please wake up...what's going on" she called to him in a panic and shook him a little more. She sat back against the wall just staring off almost in tears. She was so confused and panicked. She had done something, she must have otherwise Joan would be away and talking to her but what had she done.
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Post by vamperious on Aug 12, 2010 2:32:31 GMT -5
When he opened his eyes he snapped straight up-sucking in deep breaths as if he had been holding his breath for a long while. He looked at his surroundings and was confused-he thought he was in the institution. Looking next to him he was a girl and the first match his mind made was his mother-he blinked his glossy eyes and practically jumped at Adrien thinking it was his mother," Please don't let them hurt me again! I promise I'll do anything you want! please mommy..." He sobbed into her shoulder.IT was like this for a few moments till he suddenly went ridged and sat up and moved far from Adrien, his face angry and his cheeks burning red with embarrassment. "I-I-I'm so sorry Adrien....I never expected that to trigger anything...I-I have to go." He jumped up- grabbing his stuff and walked very quickly to the nurses office-he didn't go any where else or talk to any one-he simply went and took his medication he hadn't been taking in a while. He felt so bad about having a flash back in front of his friend-he hated himself for it-he just hoped to god ha hadn't' scared her off-she was his only real friend and he wanted to help her and kill the bastard who was hurting her.
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Post by squirrel on Aug 12, 2010 2:43:26 GMT -5
Adrian went ridged when he threw himself at her, she had no idea what to think or what to do. "Um.." she managed but then he was gone. "It's my fault" she said softly to herself and got to her feet as best as she could. She wanted to cry, she ruined things and that was quick. It was probably threw for them friendship. She walked to her locker and put the rest of the stuff in and she grabbed her books. When she closed her locker a few tears were slipping from her eyes. She ran the back of her hand across her face and continued to her next class. She felt like going to the office and calling her dad to come and get her or just walking home.
When she came to the front of the school she looked out the doors and then shook her head. "I couldn't possibly" she said to herself and walked to her class.[/color][/b]
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Post by vamperious on Aug 12, 2010 2:57:35 GMT -5
After he took his medication he felt much better- more in control of himself, he signed out of the office and headed to class. When he came in he handed his pass to the teacher, who gave him a disapproving look then told him to have a seat. He looked at his usual seat and it was taken, sighing he looked around for another seat and saw one behind Adrien, He shuffled to that seat and pulled out some paper and began to write a note to her in apology for earlier.
'Adrien, I'm so sorry about lunch. I had a-well I was having problems with -okay I haven't taken some medication in a while and some thing I did triggered a memory-just triggered a reaction and I'm so sorry about what happened after wards and please don't tell any one about that-its very embarrassing thinking a friend is ones mother- But yeah-once again I'm sorry I must have scared you-I'm sorry --Joan' He tapped her on the shoulder then pushed it onto her desk by her elbow so the teacher wouldn't see it.
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Post by squirrel on Aug 12, 2010 3:08:39 GMT -5
Adrian just sat in her seat staring at the board, when Joan walked in she didn't look at him. She was afraid that he might snap at her or jump her again and right now she was in too much pain to want to deal with anything. It wasn't until she felt a tap that she looked down and saw the note. She read it a couple of times and wasn't sure what to say to it. The teacher told them their assignment and Adrian stuffed the note in her pocket and got to work on the assignment trying to think of what she would say to Joan or if she was going to say anything. She didn't want to upset him again or trigger what ever it was that made him pass out.
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Post by vamperious on Aug 12, 2010 3:23:37 GMT -5
When he saw her read the note then put it in her pocket, he felt kinda awkward that she wasn't going to write him one back-he felt like he had actually scare her...'Stupid stupid stupid stupid-that's what you get when you don't take you medication...'He thought angrily to himself as he looked at he numbers on the page-they all looked like a jumble and he didn't care- he instead got up and just left the class-he didn't come back when the teacher called him either, he just got up as left. He went to his locker shoved his bag in it then went out side and started to unlock his moped, collecting his helmet first from his locker. When he turned the bike around he saw a big black truck waiting for school to be out-he guessed it was Adrien's father-he didn't care at the moment and he kick started the bike and took off past the truck, and went home. He felt stupid for not taking his medication-he hated pills and he was trying so hard on being normal-now he believe he had frightened his only friend...he didn't even want to go to school again to see any one-so he went into the bathroom and rummaged till he found the sleeping pills and popped the cap dosing him self with about 7 pills-he didn't care if he died at that moment in his self derived misery. He got a drink of water out of the sink and went to lay down on his bed- it didn't take him long to pass out and forget all about today. Though when he woke up he didn't feel so good-he felt terrified-he was alone in the dark.
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Post by squirrel on Aug 12, 2010 3:56:24 GMT -5
Adrian's head snapped when she saw Joan walk out of the classroom, she wanted to stop him and say something but she still hadn't figure out what to saw. She took a deep breath and continued her work. When the bell rang she actually got up quickly packed her things and then walked to her locker. She put everything in plus the note and then scribbled down on a piece of paper. She quickly stopped by Joan's locker and then rushed out of the school, she saw the truck and wasn't surprised. Her father never got out he just unlocked the door and they took off for home.
There was no talking even when they got home. She just walked inside and straight to the kitchen making her father's dinner. Her father sat at the table she laid his meal out for him and then went down stairs. She felt bad and was hurting a lot. She thought back to lunch time and tried to figure everything out.
'Joan I'm sorry for what ever I did earlier at lunch. What ever happened and what ever you did it doesn't matter now. I promise that I won't say anything. What are friends for? Adrian'
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Post by vamperious on Aug 12, 2010 4:13:13 GMT -5
His dreams were dark and his neighbor found him passed out and had been taking care of him for the two days he had been out-she had called into the school and reported him. When he woke he looked out of place in his neighbors daughter's unused pink room. He got up feeling horrible then was confronted by him neighbor-who knew him inside and out. "What was this about dear?" She asked,her voice layered in deep concern. "I just wanted to sleep-to forget the episode I had-I haven't been taking that damned medication the institution gave me.and I was with my new friend-well only friend that reminds me of my mother-she has her smile-its beautiful...but she is being abused and she won't let me help her and i was apparently overwhelmed and I had a fit and I-I-I scared her off....How long have I been out this time?" He finally asked. She patted his back," Two days-tomorrow is Friday dear-come on lets go get your medication and some food in you..."
The next day at school he arrived a bit late, but he had already been called in late, he stopped at his locker, when he opened the door, a note fell out. He put his helmet away then picked up the note. Reading it, it made him smile-he wanted to cry with joy that he hadn't lots his only friend-but he took a deep breath and headed to science. He felt that he should at least tell her where he had been,he felt obligated to her for that- for leaving her to be alone for two days, now he felt guilty. As he entered the class, his eyes immediately scanned the class for Adrien, when he saw her-he let out a breath he didn't even know he was holding-he took his note to the teacher then took his front row seat. From what he saw she didn't look too much worse then he had left her. That made him feel a little better about not being there for her...
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Post by squirrel on Aug 12, 2010 4:21:15 GMT -5
The next couple of days were normal except the fact that Joan wasn't there. She just went about her day got a little roughed up by her dad and sent to the basement. But here was friday already and her father had giving her specific instructions. She would go to science then to the office, sign out and stand out side of the school and if she wasn't there when he arrived there were going to be consequences. Apparently her father had plans for the weekend and she was to stay home all weekend cleaning and making sure everything was spotless. She didn't know why or did she care to ask.
A smile grazed Adrian's face when she saw Joan walk into the room and then she hoped that he had gotten her note. The class went by slowly but eventually ended. She packed up her bag and walked up to Joan's seat "Hi" she said softly "I'm sorry for what ever I did to you"
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